I find it funny sometimes the way that things work out. In a business aspect it is the responsibility of said business owner to make sure that they have the proper materials to make sure that they business is able to thrive. Apparently my boss is not one of those believer because everything is falling apart. The sad part is not just that but that my other co-workers don't function well under guidance so it has landed on me to be the one to provide said direction. I am just tired of all of it. Why I stay here remains a mystery to me. Well I do know why because I have yet to find something else, because I don't want to have to deal with going to interviews and starting everything again. Yet I don't have a choice because the way things are going, I don't know how much longer I might be able to last.
With that being said, this whole ordeal should help me in rediscovering who I am and what I am meant to be. This weekend I went to see Wanderlust and there was this part in which Paul Rudd's character tells his character wife Jennifer Aniston that he was tired of waiting to find out what she wanted to be when she grew up. This being said after listed all the things that she had tried and failed at all the while he continued working and supporting her. It wasn't till all this other stuff happened and they realized that despite everything, they still wanted to be together, that is when they finally realize what they want to do, what they have to do.
Maybe that will happen with me? Lol, who am I kidding. I probably wont discover what my true calling is. Maybe someday soon, but I don't know when that will happen. Until then, i guess I will continue that path and see where it takes me and what new learning experiences it might bring.
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