Thoughts

It has been one of those days in which I am just so tired of everyone and everything. I know that sometimes people have bad days and what not but it is not my fault an DO NOT put blame on me. I have been seeing changes with one of my co-workers. I don't know where or how she got this idea that I am this vile person. You don't want to talk to me? That's fine. Better for me. That way I don't have to hear your drama anymore. And believe me she has drama. But don't pretend that i am not here. I am and you need to remember that just because sometimes I stay quiet and don't say anything doesn't mean anything. the only thing that it means is that i don't want to deal with you, but it doesn't mean that i wont if I have to. I was courteous to you and said hello back, but whether you were talking about me or about the other person here giving you an evil look, guess what it was all in your imagination. 

 I hate when people take things out of context or they put to much thought and details in to things that don't matter. I will admit that I sometimes do that, but I at least give you the benefit of the doubt. The thing is that you need to stop looking for enemies and start figuring out how you are going to get yourself out of the hole you dug out. Thats the problem. You can't figure it out and expect someone to do it for you and when that doesn't go your way you disregard them. Thats what I feel. Disregarded, used and abused. But guess what no more and that's what is really bothering you. You think that I am mean and that you never know when my mood is going to change. Well guess what cause if you think that way, then you never knew me at all and probably never will.